I didn't mention your name at all or say that you did anything, I was just commenting on hypotheticals regarding that type of behavior.
But since you got defensive, I just took a minute and checked some of your games, and every one of your abandoned games that I could find quickly (multiple this week) was a game that you were going to lose, AND you immediately played a game right after (so obviously didn't have to go anywhere).
Seems more than a little sketchy. But maybe you're a small child and/or have low self esteem and really need this. Or maybe you have another compelling reason. No way for for me to know for sure. Take care and have fun (hopefully ethically)!